I am not an opinion maker...I love my everyday. I do not really smile until people make me do. I said, I came here to make a difference. I thought I was feeling good. But, now, I realise I am so random and just the random things in life make me smile.
I smile when:
a) If a friend remembers me, and says 'well talking to you after a long time' it makes me blush, atleast they know our last past and I am just glad about how well I still fit in their memory even if unintenionally.
b) If I am given a small compliment, I hold my lips together. My heart smiles though, I do not want to show...does it make sense in reflecting how much you appreciated it.
c) I beam when I see that person stare at me. Why did he happen to look? I do not know either....but its nice to know someone is in an akward or confused mind frame when seeing you. You enjoy that brief moment and eat it down with the utmost pleasure....even if what they thought was negative.
d) I just learnt that if you smile daily when the sunrises, the sun will have better reasons to smile at you, atleast they are reciprocating if not answering. Their smile can kill....kill your life with more ahem...happiness.
e) I giggle while reading, only my mind knows what got me move my lips, my teeth dance and toung hop...I made some noise too...very "Giggly wiggly"....I sounded crazy. But something in those words made me do....but you care less.
f) I don't know what I am writing but I am sure that you are smiling because I wrote to express and impress। And since nothing has gotten into your head you are still reading to understand why the hell was I REALLY SMILING???
g) Oh!! I forgot one last thing...I smile when i am really nervous. Especially when I am talking. If you are scowling at me and I am still smiling, it is probably because I was peeing in my pants...and I am just so shit nervous that all my emotions have frozen..(otherwise I would have just kicked you in the rear for have given me shout, but my condition blah blah....it doesn't call for it)
Next time I SMILE you jolly well figure out why I did...its hidden in these pointers.
Love always,
Keep smiling and keep dreaming,
Jane
P.S. I Know my crap has still not been undertood by your minds...forget it, you are simply trying too hard for no benefit of yours.
Tuesday, 6 May 2008
Saturday, 26 April 2008
Leaders with VENOM
In a world where everyone prefers being lead than leading, we truly face a dearth of good leaders. It is a true and known fact that being a part of a nation which suffers from the problem of good leaders', we need to go along way.
Yes, we as a nation lack fine leaders and this is not just an underlying fact but a hard hitting truth.
India has been a country of varied contradictions. Though, we have been grabbing eye balls and drawing adulations from the west because of our prosperous growth in business and economy, we are also suffering from rural poverty and the ever rising tide of social tensions due to the cultural, economic and social disparity within the nation.
India is soon emerging as an economic power house which that be attributed to our liberalization policies post 1990's. We are the nation that gave birth to the Mittals, Ambanis, Tata's and the likes of Aziz Premji who without batting an eyelid have gained the status of being one of the richest 'business houses' in the world. To contradict, the same, we are also the same country that cradles terrorism, poverty and is still embroiled in casteist differences.
While Ratan Tata, on of the recent visionaries of our times has created the worlds cheapest car, 'The Nano'; a home grown product and a remarkable leap in the global automobile industry, we are waged in wars due to home grown terror groups and violent militant cells like the LTTEs, Naxalites and SIMIs. Why??
Firstly, a leader must never lie. He/ She needs to be true to their profession and dedicated to the role of leading. Once a leader; forever a leader. Integrity and consistency is the business of leading. But do our leaders really have these qualities?
Very often, we mistake Politicians as being synonymous to leaders. As a matter of fact, this is completely irrational. Though most of our leaders are politicians, not all politicians are really deserving of this slot. Politics under the garb of superiority has destroyed the very own facet of India, i.e. its 'democracy' and we are mere players, who are being used as pieces of a dice game. They roll the dice and we move foolishly, without even realizing the consequences of our actions. Leadership is not about 'me' it is about 'them' and probably the politicians of our country with their corrupt and inept leadership have axed the very roots of our nation. Politics has truly become an arena of bloodsucking individuals (poli – many; tics – bloodsuckers).
Politicians delve into faked up 'India rising' and 'India shining' campaigns, but do they even half realize that almost 94% of our student population comprises 12
th grade dropouts, then the mere 6% percent of the educated elite should not be considered. Is there nothing to fathom...when 14 men molest a women on a new years night, when mind-boggling statistics reveal that a woman is being raped every 30 minutes in a safe metro like Mumbai OR when Dalit women are being stripped for the lowliness of their caste and paraded throughout the village naked in the eyes of thier sons/fathers/husbands.
When the CM of Gujarat, Narendra Modi in his recent elections harped on 'the development tasks he undertook' in his state, everyone began venerating him. His efforts in economic prosperity almost overshadowed his devastating role in the Gujarat riots of 2002 where thousands of innocents Muslims were victims of cold blooded murder. All this was triggered by the burning of 50 karsevaks in a train near Godhra station. But was this a licence to the death of some inncocent few. Shouldn't we then be ashamed about a handful, leading our country?
However, while defiantly crying over our leadership discrepancies we need to realize that after all these leaders are elected by us. Leadership does not necessarily come from leading but actually taking the initiative. In that sense we all need to realize that we somewhere need to bear the onus of electing the one who leads us. Often, we create a hue and mock over the people who run our governments. Unfortunately, we are the creators; we create the mockery and then laugh or otherwise cry at our own creation. We are co-conspirators in creating a hollow in 'good leadership.'
It is also worrying to see that people have become so violent and so sensitive about faith that they overlook the deafening cry of their fellow human. Religious hooliganism has crossed boundaries of humanity...and the impact is scary.
Even the Sikh riot of 1984 (after the assasination of Indira Gandhi) is shockingly dismaying. Scores of Sikhs were burned/beaten to death and many women raped only because the assassinators of Indira Gandhi were Sikhs. It was a Hindu backlash of sorts to teach the community of the perpetrators a lesson. To top it all Rajiv Gandhi (her son) on being asked what the government was doing to control the riots, very insensitively commented, "When a tree falls (Indira Gandhi..he meant) the tremors would be felt." Such political insensitivity has destroyed foolish religious minds. Are we Indians so susceptible to religious instigation and political exploitation...I think our own GODS are too embarrassed too answer for our shameful deeds
The media also needs to be sensitive enough in portraying those who have carried upon themselves the mantle to lead. Recently, in Mumbai, in a war of words two politicians from two different parties started spewing venom and questioning on the people outside Maharashtra (in specific the North). Without second thoughts, Raj Thackeray who was well aware of the dire consequences of his statements commented on the North-Indians as those looting the employment opportunities of the Marathis. What followed, though was very well planned by the leaders, and was also shocking. The locals began beating up innocent north-Indian taxi wallas and damaged north-Indians running cabs all over
Maharashtra. What did the rest of us do…we watched the destruction with our hands tied and our mouths taped? Two people lost their lives in this havoc. Their leader was left unscathed. Isn't it shocking? Do we really want a leader like him to lead us in the near future?
While talking about the failure of governance in our country we must also realize that Seventy-one percent of the population—742 million people—are below 35 years of age. In other words, India is not a graying nation; it is full of young people. It can be moved with a positive leadership. Can we make a difference? Or; is the youth to happy to shove the responsibility to an elite few, who are unfortunately bred with caste, religious and cultural differences.
Leadership begins with the readiness to take the baton, the other qualities just follow. But do we have someone who is prepared to hold it leaving all of his/her insecurities for once and being the diplomatic self.
It is not a denying fact that we have had some great leaders like our former President Dr. A PJ Kalam and at present our Prime Minister Dr. Manmohan Singh. They are not only well respected gentlemen but highly well read and great intellectuals. But, they are soon going to be a part of our textual history. What about our future?
Yes, we as a nation lack fine leaders and this is not just an underlying fact but a hard hitting truth.
India has been a country of varied contradictions. Though, we have been grabbing eye balls and drawing adulations from the west because of our prosperous growth in business and economy, we are also suffering from rural poverty and the ever rising tide of social tensions due to the cultural, economic and social disparity within the nation.
India is soon emerging as an economic power house which that be attributed to our liberalization policies post 1990's. We are the nation that gave birth to the Mittals, Ambanis, Tata's and the likes of Aziz Premji who without batting an eyelid have gained the status of being one of the richest 'business houses' in the world. To contradict, the same, we are also the same country that cradles terrorism, poverty and is still embroiled in casteist differences.
While Ratan Tata, on of the recent visionaries of our times has created the worlds cheapest car, 'The Nano'; a home grown product and a remarkable leap in the global automobile industry, we are waged in wars due to home grown terror groups and violent militant cells like the LTTEs, Naxalites and SIMIs. Why??
Firstly, a leader must never lie. He/ She needs to be true to their profession and dedicated to the role of leading. Once a leader; forever a leader. Integrity and consistency is the business of leading. But do our leaders really have these qualities?
Very often, we mistake Politicians as being synonymous to leaders. As a matter of fact, this is completely irrational. Though most of our leaders are politicians, not all politicians are really deserving of this slot. Politics under the garb of superiority has destroyed the very own facet of India, i.e. its 'democracy' and we are mere players, who are being used as pieces of a dice game. They roll the dice and we move foolishly, without even realizing the consequences of our actions. Leadership is not about 'me' it is about 'them' and probably the politicians of our country with their corrupt and inept leadership have axed the very roots of our nation. Politics has truly become an arena of bloodsucking individuals (poli – many; tics – bloodsuckers).
Politicians delve into faked up 'India rising' and 'India shining' campaigns, but do they even half realize that almost 94% of our student population comprises 12
th grade dropouts, then the mere 6% percent of the educated elite should not be considered. Is there nothing to fathom...when 14 men molest a women on a new years night, when mind-boggling statistics reveal that a woman is being raped every 30 minutes in a safe metro like Mumbai OR when Dalit women are being stripped for the lowliness of their caste and paraded throughout the village naked in the eyes of thier sons/fathers/husbands.
When the CM of Gujarat, Narendra Modi in his recent elections harped on 'the development tasks he undertook' in his state, everyone began venerating him. His efforts in economic prosperity almost overshadowed his devastating role in the Gujarat riots of 2002 where thousands of innocents Muslims were victims of cold blooded murder. All this was triggered by the burning of 50 karsevaks in a train near Godhra station. But was this a licence to the death of some inncocent few. Shouldn't we then be ashamed about a handful, leading our country?
However, while defiantly crying over our leadership discrepancies we need to realize that after all these leaders are elected by us. Leadership does not necessarily come from leading but actually taking the initiative. In that sense we all need to realize that we somewhere need to bear the onus of electing the one who leads us. Often, we create a hue and mock over the people who run our governments. Unfortunately, we are the creators; we create the mockery and then laugh or otherwise cry at our own creation. We are co-conspirators in creating a hollow in 'good leadership.'
It is also worrying to see that people have become so violent and so sensitive about faith that they overlook the deafening cry of their fellow human. Religious hooliganism has crossed boundaries of humanity...and the impact is scary.
Even the Sikh riot of 1984 (after the assasination of Indira Gandhi) is shockingly dismaying. Scores of Sikhs were burned/beaten to death and many women raped only because the assassinators of Indira Gandhi were Sikhs. It was a Hindu backlash of sorts to teach the community of the perpetrators a lesson. To top it all Rajiv Gandhi (her son) on being asked what the government was doing to control the riots, very insensitively commented, "When a tree falls (Indira Gandhi..he meant) the tremors would be felt." Such political insensitivity has destroyed foolish religious minds. Are we Indians so susceptible to religious instigation and political exploitation...I think our own GODS are too embarrassed too answer for our shameful deeds
The media also needs to be sensitive enough in portraying those who have carried upon themselves the mantle to lead. Recently, in Mumbai, in a war of words two politicians from two different parties started spewing venom and questioning on the people outside Maharashtra (in specific the North). Without second thoughts, Raj Thackeray who was well aware of the dire consequences of his statements commented on the North-Indians as those looting the employment opportunities of the Marathis. What followed, though was very well planned by the leaders, and was also shocking. The locals began beating up innocent north-Indian taxi wallas and damaged north-Indians running cabs all over
Maharashtra. What did the rest of us do…we watched the destruction with our hands tied and our mouths taped? Two people lost their lives in this havoc. Their leader was left unscathed. Isn't it shocking? Do we really want a leader like him to lead us in the near future?
While talking about the failure of governance in our country we must also realize that Seventy-one percent of the population—742 million people—are below 35 years of age. In other words, India is not a graying nation; it is full of young people. It can be moved with a positive leadership. Can we make a difference? Or; is the youth to happy to shove the responsibility to an elite few, who are unfortunately bred with caste, religious and cultural differences.
Leadership begins with the readiness to take the baton, the other qualities just follow. But do we have someone who is prepared to hold it leaving all of his/her insecurities for once and being the diplomatic self.
It is not a denying fact that we have had some great leaders like our former President Dr. A PJ Kalam and at present our Prime Minister Dr. Manmohan Singh. They are not only well respected gentlemen but highly well read and great intellectuals. But, they are soon going to be a part of our textual history. What about our future?
Thursday, 13 March 2008
Chit-Chat
This whole 'chat craze' began somewhere in 2002. I went on yahoo, on a friends advice and then started chatting with random people.
The First thing I would ask was their asl (age/sex/location) "Asl plz"...then if i found it interesting I would hop to other details like name, work, hobbies etc. Then, I wouldn't have a chat id with my name....I kept wierd names like butter87, coolgurl, missspice....if all that meant anything.
It was fun to chat with people who you knew only virtually, an uncessary pass time which i could probably do without, but was enjoying living with...
I remember on one of my birthdays my friends came over and we decided to play and have some fun in the chatroom...we added some random guy on my id...apparently from New Zealand and it was a fad to chat with men who we really didn't know.
Well this is one of the keedagiris...we girls did at 15...i cannot stop laughing at the thought.
These chat men were funny, we enjoyed beating around the bush, i remember one of them was so bugged with us that he ended up abusing us...we abused back...Oh what fun...was it??
Reason: We found our school boys were boring...some were Nurds while some were the biggest cartoons and so we always prefered to stay away from them (That 'girls better than boys' attitude.)
Ahaan! But virtual men...well the feeling was different...lolz
After that stopped chatting for about two years...i found it such a waste and useless job...had too many real friends and did not want to add the virtual load..
It was only in 2006 that the chat and networking bug caught me again...but this time it was a different feel and the reasons to be hooked were also not really the same.
In the years, the chat revolution has become so different, every second person chats...now we chat more with our own friends or friends of friends than strangers. Further, we are hooked on to chat more than the cell. Most cell phones allow access to the internet. Today, people are always logged on...at work, school, college....networking has become faster and everyone is all well connected...we almost find it difficult to mess with unknown people. If interested in them we go ahead...but messing, abusing, fooling around....dude that is rare.
Imagine doing foolish things on a networking site; thout even realising ... your profile will be blocked; its no longer a virtual thing....you can be tracked and everyperson knows the other....
Big risk to mess.....
Today if you have a missspice, coolgurl you would certainly be mocked at. And we rarely indulge in the asl type of questions....the idea of chatting with strangers is no more a trend...or for that matter chit-chats...have become way to decent or for that matter far too transparent
The First thing I would ask was their asl (age/sex/location) "Asl plz"...then if i found it interesting I would hop to other details like name, work, hobbies etc. Then, I wouldn't have a chat id with my name....I kept wierd names like butter87, coolgurl, missspice....if all that meant anything.
It was fun to chat with people who you knew only virtually, an uncessary pass time which i could probably do without, but was enjoying living with...
I remember on one of my birthdays my friends came over and we decided to play and have some fun in the chatroom...we added some random guy on my id...apparently from New Zealand and it was a fad to chat with men who we really didn't know.
Well this is one of the keedagiris...we girls did at 15...i cannot stop laughing at the thought.
These chat men were funny, we enjoyed beating around the bush, i remember one of them was so bugged with us that he ended up abusing us...we abused back...Oh what fun...was it??
Reason: We found our school boys were boring...some were Nurds while some were the biggest cartoons and so we always prefered to stay away from them (That 'girls better than boys' attitude.)
Ahaan! But virtual men...well the feeling was different...lolz
After that stopped chatting for about two years...i found it such a waste and useless job...had too many real friends and did not want to add the virtual load..
It was only in 2006 that the chat and networking bug caught me again...but this time it was a different feel and the reasons to be hooked were also not really the same.
In the years, the chat revolution has become so different, every second person chats...now we chat more with our own friends or friends of friends than strangers. Further, we are hooked on to chat more than the cell. Most cell phones allow access to the internet. Today, people are always logged on...at work, school, college....networking has become faster and everyone is all well connected...we almost find it difficult to mess with unknown people. If interested in them we go ahead...but messing, abusing, fooling around....dude that is rare.
Imagine doing foolish things on a networking site; thout even realising ... your profile will be blocked; its no longer a virtual thing....you can be tracked and everyperson knows the other....
Big risk to mess.....
Today if you have a missspice, coolgurl you would certainly be mocked at. And we rarely indulge in the asl type of questions....the idea of chatting with strangers is no more a trend...or for that matter chit-chats...have become way to decent or for that matter far too transparent
Thursday, 7 February 2008
The Apple theory
My friend shared this very intresting theory with me... i liked it...actually appreciated it too....i really don't know in what context my friend said this.....But it surely sounds nice....
Girls are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the tree. the boys don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. instead, they just get the rotten apples from the ground that aren't as good, but EASY. So the apples at the top think something is wrong with them, when in reality, they're amazing.They
just have to wait for the right boy to come along, the one who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree...Intresting theory??
Girls are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the tree. the boys don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. instead, they just get the rotten apples from the ground that aren't as good, but EASY. So the apples at the top think something is wrong with them, when in reality, they're amazing.They
just have to wait for the right boy to come along, the one who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree...Intresting theory??
A 'PLEA' to you who saw me killed
Two years ago, there were a spate of hostile witnesses who refused to stand up for cold blooded murders they had seen with their own eye....
Zahira Sheikh refused to identify the accused in the Best Bakery case where a muslim family were burnt alive (Godhra Riots 2002 while actor Shayan Munshi refused to have seen the murder of model Jessica Lal.....
That is when i wrote a small letter....i spoke for the innocent victims..it was just something random...
I rest my hands on yours, you will free me from these unjust shackles, you will bestow my soul its peace, and I am waiting and still waiting…
I know you were there and saw it all, and I think I gave you the last call, then why did you deny. You were lucky I chose you to be a part of this struggle and I hoped against hope that you wouldn’t run.
It is commendable that you were trying, but then you suddenly refuted. There should be some reason, let it show, let them know the hidden truth where lies. I feel your pain, and the grind that you are going through, it is always hard to live with the luring green and the complexities of power and force.
These temptations are minor obstacles and the rigidity you shouldn’t succumb. But I believe that I will get justice and you will help provide.
It’s been years and everyone is still fighting. Yet, the web is getting complicated and the incident murkier. It is simple and you know it. Identify my slayer and put an end to this obscurity. Though my faith in this system has hardened with time, it is still willing to thwart. I need the hope…
If you have the slightest care the least you could do is empathize with my folks, they are suffering and they’re soreness I can feel. I am not fighting for justice but a cause, I might sound selfish but it is human to be one, I desperately need my lost happiness, I want to feel content.
Your effort will bring smile to millions, a silver lining for several who still anticipate justice. Please do not turn tables, you witnessed me die… I hope you won’t lie
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